Basically that is telling me that no matter how hard I work, I will never be the cute little lap sitting, tiny girl that can wrap her legs around her boyfriend and not feel like a fat ogre slob. No matter how much I do not eat, people will still think I just have an athletic frame which basically means I look butchy or masculine. No hips, just big ass bones that do not even stick out under these pounds of fucking fat. I swear I could be 115 pounds and between a hit ass face and a “large” frame, I will never be a girl guys look at and want immediately. I will never be a girl that makes other girls jealous.

Wheere did my sister get this perfect little body and I am stuck with something that can’t even be fixed if I tried.